 Sunday, April 20, 2014
 what is it.? at Sunday, April 20, 2014At times, I don't quite understand what I want either.. probably I'm going through a phrase? I don't know. Why am I attracted to what I can't have and hold? Or is it that I'm being too paranoid..? Tsk. Taking one step at a time but am I letting this chance slip? Guess I've been too withdrawn. It has been awhile hasn't it.? Letting chances slip through my fingertips. Can't help it. I'm too much of a safety person. I tend to think too much of what ifs. Too much insecurities. Maybe I don't wanna fall again. I want stability. Security. Trust. Faith. Gratitude. That's what I'm asking for. Toi difficult? Maybe the era's really changing. Holding back too long. Time to bring out a new me. That's why I've been thinking so much about you. xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Kiss Me Slowly at Tuesday, October 01, 2013I wish I could taste your lips again. I wish I could interwine our fingers once more. Holding my breathe as you leaned in.. I didn't know where it would lead us.. But I'm willing to try. I feel happy when I'm with you. I wanna take care of you. I want you to share your troubles with me so I can try to help you solve them. Said I was your curse breaker.. Would the curse breaker get a chance? Pull you out of the pits that u sunk yourself in. You seemed to be getting better nowadays. Are you really better? I missed the second kiss with you.. But I ain't gonna regret. Cos I wanna kiss you again. And again. And again. Its never ending. The kiss felt different. The passion was different. It was all different.. With you.. Can I love you? You asked me that.
Remember? (:
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, September 22, 2013
Oh Dear... at Sunday, September 22, 2013Do you know how much you had me wrapped around your finger.? Do you know how much I refrain myself from contacting you? Do you know how much insecured you made me feel? Do you know how much I have fallen for you? Damned.! What have I gotten myself into I wonder..? Why does my heart goes out to you..? I'm always excited to see your texts. Always checking your whatsapp status. I feel like a stalker. I like you.. ALOT. But I dont know how to tell you.. I'm hoping for a chance. That you will see me in the real skin I'm in. It's hard for me to let go. I feel so attached to you.. I thought of letting go cos you still love her. She left you broken yet your heart cries out for her. And mine cries out for you. Will you realise that I'm here too..? Can I be the one to love you more..? J, I hope you do..  xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, September 17, 2013
I Wonder Why... at Tuesday, September 17, 2013I wonder why is it that your mood is always so unpredictable. I wonder what you take me for. I wonder if you know how I feel about you. I wonder how you feel about me. I wonder how your days are. I wonder why you feel depressed. I wonder if I could be the one the lift you off your depression. I wonder if you feel excited to see me. I wonder if you knew how my heart flutters when I know I will get to see you soon. I wonder what you tell your friends about me. I wonder.. I wonder.. I miss how you annoy me occasionally. (: I miss how you tease me. (: I miss how you look at me with the corner of your eyes. (: I miss how you will speak nonsense when you're high. (: I miss how you lie on my shoulder and bitch about things. (: I miss how you asked me about life. (: Babe. I miss you even thou I met you today. Babe. I miss your touch even thou it was a playful smack. Babe. I miss laughing along with you. Babe. I miss how you tried to kiss me the other time. Babe. I miss how concerned you were when you insist I took the cab first. Babe. I miss how you ask me whether everything was okay. Babe. I miss when our hands touches. Babe. I miss how we sat next to each other talking. Babe. I miss how your voice sounds. Babe. I miss how yoi calls me baby. Babe. I miss you asking me whether you're cute anot. Babe.. I miss you.. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, September 16, 2013
Pulling My Heartstrings... at Monday, September 16, 2013Would you believe if I have fallen hard for you? Would you hold me like the first night? Would you kiss me with passion and not just desire? Would you understand how I would feel without your attention? It was just a crush. A bad one indeed. I have to stop now. How could someone make me fall so hard again? A simple kiss and I was blown away. A simple sip of liquor made me fall in love again. A simple thought of you again makes my heart flutters. A simple smile of yours makes my day. A simple text from you brings me over the moon. But... I was wrong... I wish you are here. I wish you are mine and I'm yours. Its all in the present tense because I dont wanna give up yet. If you could see.. I will be all you need. I wanna see you smiling at me. I want you to kiss me passionately. I want you to hug me like there's no tomorrow. I want you to love me endlessly. I want you to miss me even when I'm right here with you. I miss you babe.. Talk to me again.. Tell me you missed me. Tell me you love me. And I will say I do love you too J... (: xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, May 12, 2013
. at Sunday, May 12, 2013It has been 3 days. Since I last ate a decent meal. It has been 3 days. Since I knew things. I should have known earlier. That she has taken my place so easily.. Is it truely my fault? Why am I getting the blame instead? Have I not been good enough? Am I that inferior to her? If so in what ways? Understanding. Am I not? Have u been? How many more sleepless nights do I have to endure? How many more meals am I to miss? Ive always had a hearty appetite. Its totally gone now. I wonder what will happen.. How many more breathlessness am I going to feel? How much more heartache do I have to go through.., When will I feel alive again..? xoxo, you know you love me Friday, September 24, 2010
back again.. at Friday, September 24, 2010My.. it really has been ages ever since the last time I've blogged already.. haha. hmmms.. Baby have gone to Batam for his cip.. Before he went away, we spent everyday together.. so sweet(: glad that he's having good food over there and that they're actually helping out at an orphanage. help to reconstruct their toilets and stairs and stuffs. Imma proud of you baby!!(: Oh and I've already started working at st james. back at the manicure salon, i was earning by commission so it didnt really work out. difficult to go by a commission pay.. so Ive shifted to st james(: work at st james is fun! funny people always full of energy for the night life. its really full of life. thought i not really a night person, i gotta say that i really enjoyed working there. maybe its because baby's working there too? and everytime he ends work earlier than me and waits patiently for me to finish work(: thank you very much baby. now im having my holidays already. but still have to go back to sch who knows when just to do that fcking corrective work order. thanks hor you fcking pu bor. spoil my holiday. you aint getting any better!!! humph.. back to the nail salon, my boss is asking me to go back to help her during weekends like how ive always done.. i really have got no idea what to do.. i do still have my passion in doing nails but this current job that im doing is great. there's nice and great people and furthermore the pay is quite alright too.. damn.. i really dunno which one to go to manz.. hais.. now baby is away and im so bored!!! how i wish he can really come back soon..:( xoxo, you know you love me |
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