First of all got to say a few words to JiaQi.Take good care of yourself when aay in Korea and miss us loads too yea?You're missed!

Haven been bloggong for so long..Feel so strang about it..Sigh..!


Today got my N level results..It wasn't what i had expected..11 points...What disappointment..I feel like jumping off the building.!Many thoughts came into my head I just didn't know what to do at all I'm really at a loss.Bing Xue's blog is really sweet.I cried just reading his blog.Now I'm really having a serious headache..It's really bombing...It feels like I'm on drugs....My friends made me feel sad becos the fact hit me really hard as in that we're going on our different paths now.Reapeating..DIfferent school..Maybe this is really a better choice..A new environment.A new mindset.....A new path.A new route.A different life in school.No longer how it used to be inn the past anymore..Everything's gonna be new once again....The feeling really sucks alot...I don't even wanna have this feeling but it seems I don't have a choice at all.

xoxo,
you know you love me