Well.. How long has it been since I've blogged? Recently just spent our 7TH month anniversary rather simple due to my work. Did a photo frame. Or should I say I just decorated it only.. Hahahahah!

Today, it got me to thinking a lot of things.. Actually its not only today.. Its been for some time already. I've been missing out a lot.. People have changed. Seems like the past is just a not so pleasant memory at all. Even Ash has been asking me about it. It just makes me to pissed off.! I don't think that the topic should even be brought up at all. Totally not worth it to talk about. People often say don't be so foolish to let others take advantage of you but sometimes, things just repeat even when you don't expect anything in return.. You've already been made used of.

Is this a lesson worth of learning? I'm not sure.. What is it that I've been doing all the while? Maybe I'm used to the kind of feeling already. It doesn't really hurt.. Cos that is when you know you've already been made used of and that the person just kind of disappear in your life.

All that's left is bittersweet memories. Sometimes, the thoughts of it will make you laugh heartily while some will just leave you with a frown. Maybe I expected too much.

Lesson learnt? Definately.. The best is within you, yourself. Not others. When you wished for something from others, you'll end up with disappointment. The scar will also remind you of why and what happened as well...

k I'm going out already. Bye~~~


Baby don't worry
You're my only
You won't be lonely
Even when the sky is falling down

xoxo,
you know you love me