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lovely love at Sunday, April 04, 2010

Time flies. Soon, ash and I will be going to our respective schools.. Things seems boring without him by my side.. We were in the same class for two years and things went strong. Now, I really wonder how things are gonna be like.. Is this like a test..? A test to testify how strong our love for each other will be. 10months has passed so quickly and 11th month is reaching soon. Hopefully we'll both do well in what we're going to do and excel in it. At the same time, make new friends as well.

I've just realized that most of my friends are just for show. They weren't really my true friends frankly speaking. Because, true friends don't bear grudges, they won't outcast you and neither will they talk bad behind your back! From secondary school till now, I regard my ite friends are better than secondary school friends. Were my secondary school friends that good? Sad to say, I think they're the worst of all. I felt like a free labour to them instead. I can help them out in the wee hours in the morning and yet do much jobs than their 'better' friends. Yet, i'm not appreciated.. I feel as though I've wasted so much of my life because of them..! But I know that's just a route everyone will take.

If you're my friend and you're reading this, ask yourself afew questions. Have you ever really sacrificed time for me? Have you even wondered whether you feel like you've totally didn't even bother me? Have you felt as though that without me being around things would be better? Have you ever felt how does it feels to be forgotten?

I bet my friends wouldn't be bothered anyways haha.! Neither could I anymore. Cos I don't want any of them to pity me. I shouldn't be the one feeling full of regrets.! I did what I did as a friend but none of them reached out to me to thank me. Such friends have been a waste. Because I know they'll never care. They care about themselves and what's going on within them now. And that they'll never know how it feels to be forgotten like a lost puzzle or discarded cup.